Pleasure && Pain

Saturday, May 21, 2005

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jenn's sick again. haha.
despite all of trying to 'suck' her heat away after speech day yesterday.
haha. poor thing. get well soon lah. =)

realised that i really zhang da le.
feel so mature now. haha.
seriously lah.
its like, i can understand that my sis have mood swings and blah blah blah.
i know she feels neglected and try to bring her out and allow her in my room although i prefer being alone.
see, so understanding. haha.
i used to demand her to get out of the room the moment i reached home.

i helped my ma to weigh beans today.
and i asked my pa to see a doctor for his hands yesterday.
realised that im not that self-centered anymore =)
although i still cant stand my maid's attitude lah.
it makes me feel good when im good to them too. =)

there some things that troubles me too..
but i dun think its a good idea to tell anybody. haha.
its rather kiam pa u see.
i still cant figure out my own feelings at times.
but im growing up, meaning i would be able to do so soon.
wat matters is that i can laugh even when im a foul mood nowadays.
somehow, i forget about the unhappy things the moment i start laughing at everything.
haha. i really grow up liao, can even cheer myself up.

{ danced @ 4:47 PM )

Thursday, May 19, 2005

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i think im gonna miss my period this month. >.<
ugh. im constantly having mood swings.
haish.

its so hard to please everyone.
i dun think i can live up to ppl's expectations of me, if any.
haish haish haish.
=(

see, mood swings.
on a happier note, tml's speech day!
we, some of the ex-two ones as usual, are going out before speech day.
yay. should be rocking.
hopefully we'll take neos. =)

lazy to continue.
may tml be fun =)

{ danced @ 10:07 PM )

Tuesday, May 17, 2005

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fabby, jenn and kejun fell sick.
fabby and jenn recovered.
kejun is still sick. =(
poor thing.
no more oysters for u.

just realised that its great fun sitting with fabby and kazhua in class.
they're really lame, but its entertaining in a way.
made lessons more bearable.
ppl shud laugh more, it really helps.
laughter is the best medicine. wahahaha.

mdm wong and mdm tay are sick too.
poor mdm tay still came today, despite being on mc.
awww. just for us, she wrote on the board.
hopefully they'll get well soon.

i really hate ppl around me falling sick.
bcuz im always alright, and it makes me feel so helpless =(
like, i cant do anything to help.
i can only watch them suffer.
i dun even know how to take care of sick ppl.
depressing.

i wanna become a doctor!
pyschologist.
others are fine too. =)
first step - get into anderson jc's science stream.
kampateh!
just got to know that i can still become a doctor even if i dun study bio.
that's good news i suppose. hee.

i wanna fall sick too.
okie, im nuts.
haiz. pms-ing. =(

{ danced @ 6:52 PM )

Saturday, May 14, 2005

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ytd was a suay day for me. why? it was the black fri [friday 13th], pat asked me ta collect 13bucks from qiao, and i cut my fringe. my fringe! ugh. that's the worst part. its so short and disgusting now. looks like weed. >.<

met up with kejun, jenn, xingying, xiying, fabby, qiao and muihiang after that. went sakura to have dinner. got mocked at the whole time [fringe] >.< but the food there was nice. especially the pastries. cream puffs. wahaha. they ate raw oysters. yucks.

we made the best out of the buffet, eating from 6-9plus pm. as usual. wahaha. but i got diarrhea. no, not after the buffet, but during the buffet. told u it was a suay day for me. kept running to the toilet. well, at least we had fun eating. gossiped and made the earthquake! haha. the coldest joke was the one fabby made. he said the sheep was naughty. cuz it stole. lamb stew. get it? brrr.

went to arcade after that and then went home lor. slept at 2am and woke up at 10am. hahaha. i'l wake up naturally after 8hrs of slp everytime. dunno why. shrugs.

i hope my fringe will grow! sobs. dunwan go sch liao. =(

looking forward to friday. wil hab lotsa time before speechday. meaning maybe 2/1 will hab some sort of outing again. yay. haha. ta-da!

{ danced @ 9:36 PM )

Monday, May 09, 2005

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to turtle : lubz too! haha.
to pat : thanks for the card today! haha. mug hard for exams!

too lazy ta update. haha. nth much anw. gotta learn my cheng yu! been so slack these days. gotta buck up. heh. jiayou! hmm. but i like days better when we dun hab ta go to sch. sch is fun lah, but.. dunno leh. haha. yup. thats all. update more when more things happen lah. heh. ta-da!

{ danced @ 10:06 PM )

Sunday, May 08, 2005

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i love my new layout. haha.
so here i am, updating. =D
firstly, happy mothers' day my ma and my zhuzhuyi, who's considered half my ma.
gave my ma a hand-made card and a message-in-bottle kind of thing.
my sis, kejun and i shared a cake.
cocoa exotic from four leaves. yummm.
i still prefer strawberry shortcake though, but it wasnt available.
sad.
my sis totally took advantage of me today.
we went to northpoint to buy the stuffs for mothers' day.
she was broke, coz she bought a gameboy recently.
being her sis, i have to pay for her sweets, her currypuffs and even her bus fare. --"
she even "borrowed" 10 bucks from me.
fortunately for her, im in a good mood since friday. =)

i didnt do any homework this weekend!
bahhhs.
went out ytd and slacked the whole of today.
fought with kejun. wahaha.
shall work hard the next week.
still have my ting xie tml, and cheng yu next tues.
gonna be so dead. X)

good luck to pat for her upcoming tests! hahz. she must be mugging now.

kejun - i will have my revenge! just u watch X)

{ danced @ 9:43 PM )

Saturday, May 07, 2005

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heys! changed layout. haha.
nice right. hehex.
went town wit jenn today.
fun. haha. long time nvr go out liao.
hmm. nth much to update leh.
happy that common tests are over!
yay. haha.
so happy yesterday and today. hehe.
k lah. go liao.
byeeeeeeeeee.

{ danced @ 10:45 PM )

Thursday, May 05, 2005

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saw this in some forum.. about wats love to the kids..

"When my grandmother got arthritis, she couldn't bend over and paint her toenails anymore. So my grandfather does it for her all even when his hands got arthritis, too. That's Love."
Rebecca - age 8

When someone loves you, the way they say your name is different. You just know that your name is safe in their mouth."
Billy - age 4

"Love is when a girl puts on perfume and a boy puts on shaving cologne and they go out and smell each other."
Karl - age 5

"Love is when you go out to eat and give somebody most of your French fries without making them give you any of theirs."
Chrissy - age 6

"Love is what makes you smile when you're tired."
Terri - age 4

"Love is when my mommy makes coffee for my daddy and she takes a sip before giving it to him, to make sure the taste is OK."
Danny - age 7"

Love is when you kiss all the time. Then when you get tired of kissing, you still want to be together and you talk more. My Mommy and Daddy are like that. They look gross when they kiss"
Emily - age 8

"Love is what's in the room with you at Christmas if you stop opening presents and listen," Bobby - age 7

If you want to learn to love better, you should start with a friend who you hate."
Nikka - age 6

"Love is when you tell a guy you like his shirt, then he wears it everyday."
Noelle - age 7"

"Love is like a little old woman and a little old man who are still friends even after they know each other so well."
Tommy - age 6

"During my piano recital, I was on a stage and I was scared I looked at all the people watching me and saw my daddy waving and smiling. He was the only one doing that. I wasn't scared anymore,"
Cindy - age 8

"My mommy loves me more than anybody. You don't see anyone else kissing me to sleep at night."
Clare - age 6

"Love is when Mommy gives Daddy the best piece of chicken." Elaine-age 5"Love is when Mommy sees Daddy smelly and sweaty and still says he is handsomer than Robert Redford." Chris - age 7

"Love is when your puppy licks your face even after you left him alone all day."
Mary Ann - age 4

"I know my older sister loves me because she gives me all her old clothes and has to go out and buy new ones."
Lauren - age 4

"When you love somebody, your eyelashes go up and down and little stars come out of you" Karen - age 7

"Love is when Mommy sees Daddy on the toilet and she doesn't think it's gross."
Mark - age 6

"You really shouldn't say 'I love you' unless you mean it. But if you mean it, you should say it a lot. People forget,"
Jessica - age 8

{ danced @ 9:33 PM )