Pleasure && Pain

Wednesday, July 27, 2005

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HAPPY BDAY ANQI !

wahaha. today go sch waste time only. physics by mr tay, chinese mr tok din come, maths went tru amath paper, eng did compre on our own, was chatting with jenn and xingying during lit, and the last period was cme. sian right. haha. luckily ther's always george beside me, the four clowns in front of me and qiao and shifu to observe. hahaha.

sang bday song for anqi right aft sch. oh yah! before that, qiao, jenn and me were fooling around. we pulled each others' rubber bands and ran around, like wat we did way back during sec 1. stupid. haha. we ate the cake with our hands lah. the grapes and kiwi were so sweet! nice. haha. the cream tasted weird though, cos the mango was sour and the cream was sweet. haha. then hadi started the cream war, with all of us trying to smear cream onto each others' faces. eeks. haha. kejun was the 1st one who attacked me, followed by hadi. haha. loads of fun lah. i like to eat with my hands. hahaha.

then anqi, pat and i went ta town. we had actually intended to go food sampling at taka, unfortunately, ther werent much to sample. :( sampled mooncakes, bak kwa and durian puff though. i found the mooncake too sweet. bak kwa was quite nice lah. durian puff was weird. haha. eventually we ended up at phin's steakhouse at cine. they have nice soup lah. and the fat fat fries i like, with tartar sauce. yummy. we sat there all the way to about 6, before we went to take neos. had a nice gossiping session lah. quite funny. hehe. enjoyed myself (:

reached home at 7.21pm. i bathed in 14mins! super fast can. already missed half of my dearest tong xin yuan then. :(

i cook the nicest instant noodles! wahaha. =X

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Tuesday, July 26, 2005

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wah. im updating everyday. haha. kinda bored mah. sian diao also. recently feel very weird. dunno wats wrong with me also. pms? hopefully. hahaha.

im slacking altho ther'r lotsa things to be done, schwrk or not. its so sian lah. i dunno wat im looking forward to everyday except for tong xin yuan at 7pm. hai. and i dun feel like doing anything at all. -shrugs- i wanna go beach - cycle and play vb! feel so empty everyday lah. wake up, go sch, online, watch tv, slp. like wasting time likdat. i hate wasting time. :(

kj came to my house early tis morning. haha. chua tio. tsktsk. slp more mah! later fall sick dun push the blame to me. haha.

hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm. ta-da!

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Monday, July 25, 2005

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preps are over! haha. din noe where ta go aft sch today, everybody like got jie mu liao. din wanta play bball wit the guys cus i'd be the oni gal. wil hinder them mah. haha. almost went to kbox with xingying and xiying, but decided against it cos it was not worth it to me lah. very ex. haha. ended up in bugis with jenn. gossiped quite alot. haha.

went for brunch the 1st ting we got there. got the stuff i wanted to get there, like finally. haha. took neos! haha. spent almost 1 hr to deco? unlimited time mah. =X had lots of fun, cos long time no take neos and gossip liao. haha. we reserved some neos for pat! haha. saw meiping, kahyan, jasmin, connie, clement and weijie there. haha. according to jas the rest of them went to the national library or sth, so jas sian diao. hahaha.

jenn bought earrings. i resisted the temptation to buy a pink dangling one. must spend money wisely cos lotsa ppl's bday coming up. we went arund sampling food again! wahaha. thats us. tried lotsa stuff tis time round lah. got cheesecake, meat ball, vietnamese snacks, dried fruits, etc. i'd never forget the preserved ginger. yucks. haha. but generally everything was nice lah. i wanna go town with pat and jenn again someday, tink there'll be mooncakes. wahahaha.

my stomach's making weird noises again. it got worse recently lah, like can really hear the gumbling. eeks. and i keep feeling bloated with air. >.<. but xi guan jiu hao. im eating preserved plums now. lotsa food at home. heh.

sch's gonna start again tml. kinda miss staying back to study. heh. but i wanna play vb! :(

eating the new kit kat chunky now, peanut butter de. haha. the peanut butter not really nice, but the xin yi very nice. hehe. thanks! (:

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Sunday, July 24, 2005

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went for ndp rehearsal ytd with kj! had loads of fun. haha. deprived me didnt wen for it wen i was in p5. ma din let. :( anw, i tot it was so nice of them to give us the goodie bags! there were titbits and drinks inside. haha. yay. really enjoyed myself. haha. thnks kj! (:

its my dad's bday today! hmm. we're oni going to buy his pressie now. >.< i tink we're having dinner tgtr! yay.

p.s. i love you! (:

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Saturday, July 23, 2005

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i changed my layout again. haha. i want a big layout. kogepan is so cute. i used this layout partly due to the story of kogepan on the main page. so cute lah. chao ta red bean bun. haha. kogepan got friends too :

Kuriimupan, the creamy burnt bread. He often drinks beer [milk] and run away from home with Kogepan.

The Kireipans are the pretty buns, those whom Kogepan is jealous of. Haha.

Even more burnt than the burnt Kogepan, Sumipan or the charcoal bread is also a good friend of Kogepan.

Unlike the other buns, Ichigopan, the strawberry cream bread is pink in colour. Its inside cream is made of high quality strawberries from Tochigi. It's a very patient bun.

Chocopan

Mayopan

Melonpan, actually, i dunno wats its name, so i just call it melonpan. haha. Its a curious and naughty bread who sticks the Kogepan all the time, whether Kogepan likes it or not.

It is made with 3 kinds of berries including raspberry, blueberry and strawberry and it is filled with berry cream. It carries a small bag with an advertising poster inside. let's call it berrypan. haha.

so cute right! obsessed with Kogepan. haha.

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Monday, July 11, 2005

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lalala~ haha. i had mooncakes today! sure its fattening, but its too yummy to resist! haha. kejun bought it for me. thanks! haha. so nice. i love this time of the year cos ther's mooncakes and guides cookies, but i hate this period too cos its the exams. and when im supposed to unknowingly save up during the exam period, i have 7 presents to buy. how come everybody born in august?! but looking on the bright side, there wil be cakes! heh heh. guides cookies, mooncakes and cakes - now i noe why i always put on weight during this period. --"

qiao's sick. aww. get well soon! if not shifu's heart wil pingpongpiangpiak. :X

mr chia came in during sheela's lsn today. he's really cute lah, humorous and nice. and our cls crapped with him, laughing our heads off at lame jokes. lol.

actually my room is a nice place to study when its neat [today, surprisingly] and when bing doesnt come in to make noise and mess up the whole place. (:

nothing much to update liao lah. i just came here to talk about the mooncakes. hahaha. thanks ~~lazy bum~~ sooo much for the mooncakes!! (:

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Sunday, July 10, 2005

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this week passed fairly quickly, esp the weekend! mondays-fridays we'd stay back, the usual bunch of us, to "do homework" or "revise". it did occur to me that we didnt get much done, but the work i did in sch, no matter how little, would be more than wat i'd do at home. :D so i figured out that i'd just stay back everyday from now till o's or sth. its fun watching the guys saying lame things, like dean explaining to us how a more concentrated solution can result in a slower reaction - cos the catalyst would be too busy with the addition of particles. how lame can they get --"

now its exactly one week to prep-prelims! im starting to get anxious, only after i had wasted my weekend away [i only did a compre in the whole two days!]. kejun came to my house today, we simply slacked the day away, just chatting and playing vb while sitting down. i must say i really enjoyed slacking and chatting the day away [--"]. i plan to save up for a bicycle and go cycling everyday aft o's! cant wait for o's to be over ):

suddenly i feel that i've wasted my sec sch life away, pretty much like how i did with my pri sch life. mainly bcos i didnt have a cca? i noe its my fault anyway, but i stil cant help feeling wasted. bahhs. ):

but i promise myself that i'd get good results, and that i wouldnt waste my jc life. its a promise i make to myself, and i wouldnt break a promise to myself (:

but before i study, i gotta prepare sth impt. teeheehee.

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Tuesday, July 05, 2005

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i've always believed that there're two, or even more, sides to a person. sometimes the difference between the sides is so huge that it makes ppl wonder which one is the true personality of that person. take jun bin for example. he got into yet another argument with shawn today i think. he seems so different now that i feel weird even waving to him. its like i've never known him at all. the logical part of me reasons that he had always been behaving this way, its just that i didnt really know him. yet i refuse to believe that he had been acting in front of me, cos i could really feel that its the real him i knew. either way, it doesnt matter to me, i dun really care about him, but it made me think about the sides to a human. i didnt realise it till now. but it makes sense right, a pessimist may say things like "i sure cannot one lah..". but when he misses a chance to do sth, surely a part of him would think, maybe if he had tried, he would have succeeded. isnt it true?

i thought i was mature for my age, and i could handle stress and my own feelings. i just realised i wasnt. thinking back, im really not as mature and capable as i thought i was. hiakhiak.

lotsa thoughts. but tong xin yuan is showing! cya! (:

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