Pleasure && Pain

Saturday, August 27, 2005

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY JENN!!

ugh. im so stressed lah. like not enough time til prelims le. and i still haven got my lit guidebk, chi complied guide and my wrkshts are still all over the place. 16days to prelims!

im nt supposed to eat chocos and biscuits and all those dry and heaty stuffs cos it'd worsen my constipation lah. but tts all i've had frm morning till now. chocos and biscuits. >.<

my sis and i baked cupcakes ytd! the successful ones were very nice lah. but ther were burnt ones as well. and the chao ta smell stayed in my room, so i had to slp with the smell or without the air con. i chose to slp without the air con lah. not tt i minded the smell, but i didnt want to smell burnt the next day. haha.

i tink my ma's bringing us to northpoint later. we're baking more stuffs i suppose? but i feel kinda guilty. must study! hai.

went to expo with luan, pat, jenn and kejun ytd. wasted trip. the peanuts there were nice tho. pat took lotsa pics, but she didnt update her blog. LAZY! =X

study!

{ danced @ 3:21 PM )

Monday, August 22, 2005

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the english results were shocking lah. haha. luckily i hadnt pinned much hope in my eng. england too powderful. lol. cant believe mrs goh said tis compre wasnt difficult. i feel like laughing aft i compared my ans with the correct ans. totally off. hahaha.

oh yah, i nearly forgot.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY AH BU!!!!!!
(altho u wun be reading tis. lol.)

i feel like i've gt no life at all. study study study. haish. really cant wait for o's to be over! but i like going to sch leh, and playing with clsmates, or jus simply watch them play. its so happy in sch lah, even the air seems less dense. i'd miss anderson terribly ):

sorta decided. im going to sajc! aim lah. its nt as easy as many think leh. 9pts, and i've got no cca bonus. boo.

exactly 3wks to prelims. everybody jiayou k! esp. fourthreeians and pat, anqi and edmund. really hope we'd all do well tgtr (:

im horribly filled to the maximum capacity of my stomach. haha. i suspect a large part of my stomach is filled with air. dunno y im always bloated with air, esp aft i eat. waiting for my burp now. haha. had home-cooked meal today, and wa-ed a spicy pork floss bread. heavenly lah. the sour plums are so nice. and soy milk too. see y im so full? haha. bt i din have chocos today. cheers! i had around 10 kopi sweets instead. --"

k lah, very tired liao. i forgot wat i wanted to update about anyway. hahaha. nites!

{ danced @ 9:27 PM )

Sunday, August 21, 2005

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i've decided to start really studying next wk! officially left with 3weeks. kinda late, considering the amt of info we have to pack into our heads. ): bt well, jus study! haha. prelims are so near, soon it'd be o's, and o's would be over in no time! wahaha.

kejun came to my house today. hehe. played with bing, crapped with my sis, den went "shopping" downstairs. haha. kinda enjoyed it. haha. yup. he doesnt know how to read the vernier calipers! wahaha.

boo! i've started wa-ing bread again. i wa-ed a choco bread and a pork floss bread ytd. poor kejun had to finish the choco bread without the choco for me. haha. and im addicted to choco! have been eating choco everyday since anqi gave us the choco her dad brought back from overseas. ugh. i should stop. shall buy some sour plums later.

i dun tink i can finish all the papers the teachers gave. boo. shall just study at my own pace and do the papers with the extra time left. dun stress myself. yup. jiayou sharon! haha.

shall wait for my dinner. hehe.

kejun --> plushie collector! haha. love ya too. (:

luan --> really?! nbm, im quitting choco soon. nt permanently lah. bt having chocos everyday is just not the way to behave. haha.

pat --> ya lor, tts wat i rmb too. bt too much of it anything isnt good. haha.

anqi --> haha. i like tis layout too. heh. jiayou for geog bah. it's beneficial! [altho i din complete mine. haha.]

jenn --> i woke up with 3 blisters! haha. i cant find the kotc guidebk leh. ):

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Friday, August 19, 2005

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i got blister on my fingers! ouch.. i burst the biggest one [which is still very small] today, and got water.. stupid.. and i dun even know how i got those blisters.. i vaguely rmb waking up to them one fine day. --"

tml no need wake up early.. but i've got nth to do.. suddenly feel like having school is better.. haha.. i think im hard to satisfy.. got school i complain about not having enough sleep, no school i complain about having nothing to do.. --"

so stressed.. yao feng diao le.. attituded everyone at home today.. =( dunno wats wrong with me.. im back to locking myself up alone in my own room.. my room's like the place i have to myself now.. and im kinda protective of it.. i dun wan anybody to come in.. my pa brought bing in just now.. and i kinda lost my temper.. siao one.. so guilty now.. haiz.. really dun wanna be like this..

anyway.. went to fairprice with jenn aft sch today.. met kejun and fabby at kfc to eat.. pat and bryan came later.. seperately lah.. haha.. the chicken was so oily tt the oil can jus drip drip drip.. but the cheese fries and bbq sauce was nice.. ther's qing1 tang1 [cheng teng, clear soup] at kfc.. so interesting.. sat there for a long time cos they were playing the bomberman hp game..

took 852 to yishun with kejun.. he sent me home.. so nice right.. haha..

now i lian chou chou.. my sis also lian chou chou.. my parents also lian chou chou.. luckily bing never lian chou chou.. if not something's wrong with my house liao.. haha..

i tink im seriously addicted to choco.. feel like going taka tml to buy the nice chocos they have there.. haha.. ytd i dreamt abt finding all the chocos kejun lost in my bag.. so dumb..

should i buy an oven? its not cheap leh.. my ma willing to get me one.. but i scared i san fen zhong re du.. den waste money again.. my ma say tml go buy.. but i still considering leh.. if i got oven i can prepare my own recess to school liao.. sick of biscuits.. but i'd be too lazy..? dunno leh.. indecisive me =(

10pm liao.. i dun feel like doing homework.. dun feel like slping early cos i dun wanna wake up early tml.. sian.. maybe call kejun aft tis entry to ka jiao him.. haha..

cheer up sharon! dun be like this.. smile okay.. =)

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Thursday, August 18, 2005

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yawn. it's already 10pm le. haben finish my geog, not that i intend to. heh. i plan to go to bed aft tis entry. =X

stressed suddenly, prelim is like, 3 weeks away?! gotta start revision early, started revision for preps 1 week earlier and it was hell. i wanna start revision! but where to start? everytime i look at my disorganised stuffs, i cant help but to feel utterly helpless and frustrated. eeks. time flies. cant wait for o's to be over.

i finished my choco milk at home. haha. i've got fresh milk, soyabean milk and choco milk at home. and i had two slices of choco chip swiss roll just now. i tink i should stop eating choco lah, super addictive. now i attack anything with choco. haha. fattening day - choco cake, choco biscuit, choco milk and choco swiss roll. --" now i dun waste food le. cos i read about starving children in third world countries. many babies are dying, and they cant even cry cos they have no energy to. so sad right. babies leh ):

it's gonna be the weekend again. i dunno if i should welcome the break or to feel sad cos i dunno wat to do. i know i should study. but i know i wun. and i wun go out and have fun cos i'd feel guilty about going out when the prelims are so near. so i'd probably end up slacking at home, which is the worst of the worst.

my pa ask me help him cook noodles. at this time?! =\

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Tuesday, August 16, 2005

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heyhey! went to gym with pat today. malufied ourselves in front of everybody. haha. we were more of playing than working out. fun mah. haha. but i cmi liao. last time can run 5km, now cannot even do 3km! jiayou bah. haha.

we were drenched from head to toe lah. cos of the heavy rain. pat was stil saying tt these few days very hot. --" we ran, walked, then ran again in the rain. tired mah. haha. it was so cold on the train lah, although only one stop for me. haha. poor pat. hope tt girl doesnt fall sick. haha.

had my oral today! wasnt as bad as i thought. the examiners very nice. but i was having difficultly adding up 270 and 110 during emaths test today. dunno wats wrong with me ):

my dinner = abit of fish, abit of black pepper chicken, pineapple, lots of choco! haha. actually i was craving for cabbage and luncheon meat. then my ma bought me steamed fish. i dun like lah, so troublesome, got the skin and bones. eeks. den i was so hungry lah, so i ate pineapple and wa-ed the black pepper chicken from rice dumplings --" and now im eating the chocos they bought for kejun. =X

i tink im addicted to chocos again. how?! stupid chocos, why must they be addictive?! make me grow fat only. ):

i love my new shampoo! haha.
me : muacks!
shampoo : *blush*
-crap- haha.

pat --> dun fall sick k! and quit coke! haha.

kejun --> hee. thanks for the chocos ar. =X take care of ur jiao ban k. still say i dunno how to take care. haha. is u hao bu hao.

{ danced @ 9:14 PM )

Monday, August 15, 2005

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAR!!

haha. mdm wong tried to switch on the smelly air con today. aft a few seconds the whole class evacuated the clsrm. --" stubborn her, we told her its super smelly liao. haha.

im having my o lvl oral tml! argh. super scared. calm down calm down.. i suck at oral lah ): and they had to make me the 1st one. tink those behind me wil score, cos i set the standard mah. sad. hopefully they give me more personal topics like "which person..." rather than "agree/disagree" questions. but i always very suay one. hai.

argh. tml got organic chem test, emaths test and oral!

off to studying chem! hope u enjoyed urself today. hee. happy bday again! hugs!

{ danced @ 8:44 PM )

Sunday, August 14, 2005

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im so bored. -yawn-

i pampered myself today. geez. woke up at around 11, went to da bao porridge for my family, and bought a new shampoo for myself. then i bathed and used the new shampoo. haha. ate some porridge [!!] followed by chocos. did some chem and english, eating chocos and cake in btwn. hahaha. im gonna put on weight man. but nbm lah, today is pamper-myself-sunday.

luckily i stayed at home [k lah, actually i have to stay at home, no choice.], cus i had diarrhea the whole day. went to toilet for 4 times le. so luckily i stay at home. haha.

boring! i wanna study but i really dun feel like. ): no time already!! -panics-

pat --> its jus two children lah. sweet innocence k! haha. dun tink too much. lol.

jenn --> i tink i'd die if i stay at home everyday. haha. i like going to sch lah. its fun with entertaining ppl around. and it feels nice to be with alot of ppl. haha.

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Saturday, August 13, 2005

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changed my skin again. haha. i dun tink much of tis skin lah, but i love the midi, altho i hate songs/midis in blogs. hahaha. nbm lah. so nice right.

so tired! went to escape with kejun, pat, edmund and fabby today. played so little compared to the past, but all of us were totally shagged. haha. too long never play liao. escape's kinda boring lah, alot of rides were shut down for maintenance checks or cleaning. saw a guy dozing off at the bench, and ppl were yawning. haha. comical lah. pat, edmund and i went to play the choo choo train. wahaha.

pat was screaming like mad in the hauted house altho it wasnt scary at all. -laughs at pat-

the three guys r weak lah, altho i abit humji, but i didnt feel dizzy and nauseous aft the rides. hahaha. lousy. fabby ate so much. scary. edmund bian diao aft the kite flyer. haha. kejun's leg flew out of the "cabin" of "alpha" cus of me. haha. paiseh lah =X

went home aft tt, cos everybody very tired. haha. had dinner at kfc with kejun. another disappointment aft twister fries. i was craving for the crispy skin dipped in mayo, but the skin's weird today lah. sobs. still finished 2+ packets of mayo tho. i love mayo!

walked home from northpoint aft dinner. looooong time since we last walked. kinda liked it. haha.

i tink im losing all my muscles, must go jogging! pat! haha.

wahaha. i have lotsa chocos at home.

kejun --> heys, hope u enjoyed the "celebration" k? tho kinda sianz. haha. love ya!

pat --> let's go jogging soon! and let's feng aft o's. looking forward. haha. frens forever! hugs!

luan --> i was jus ranting the other day lah. haha. u cheer up too alright? (:

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Thursday, August 11, 2005

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haiz. im so stressed can. also dunno why.. being stressed is a BAD thing. it makes me easily irritated, thus being rude/insensitive/unreasonable/etc to some ppl, especially my family. i snapped at my sis, have been unreasonable to my ma, have been lian3 chou4 chou4 to kejun, etc.. i am really sorry ): and i gorge myself when im feeling down, with fatty food like cookies and chocolates - even if they arent nice at all. ):

ther'r loads of stuff to be done.. and i dun feel like doing them.. i dun feel like studying at all.. i lost my lit text and guidebook.. i dun feel like doing maths.. i dunno physics.. i forgot chem.. i dun even noe if i should start social studies.. i dunno wat to do for geog.. im so tired.. i feel so guilty.. so stressed.. my room's so messy.. bing's so noisy.. i dun wanna take o levels anymore.. can i just leave singapore? i wanna climb mountains and go diving.. go hiking.. go to the beach.. learn exciting stuffs and being active.. i dun wanna slack everyday.. i wanna lead a fulfilling life.. not just studying and slacking everyday..

and im feeling small again.. wats wrong with me..

haiz.. sorry for all the ranting..

pat anqi qiao --> thanks for all the fun we had the other day! looong time since i went out.. haha.. thanks! (:

kejun --> sorry for being lian chou chou at times.. i cant help it.. ): thanks for being by my side and cheering me up.. even tho u may nt noe it.. haha.. im really thankful tt i have u (:

k lah.. tong xin yuan's going to be on le.. felt much better aft complaining.. (:

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