Pleasure && Pain

Monday, November 28, 2005

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rahhh. im in a foul mood now. partly cos i quarrelled with my sis ytd over a stupid thing like using the comp. partly cos i lost my wallet today.

its more of the hurt than the anger. everytime i quarrel with anyone, i feel more hurt than anger. if i dont care about the person, in this case my sis, i wuldnt even bother quarrelling. watever. it is my deepest regret that i cant be the best sis in the world. i tried, albeit without success. but at least i dont complain that i have a bad sis. i believe everyone has his/her bad and good points, and i strive to embrace the latter and forget the former. talk about loving someone for who he/she is.

im the dumbest creature in the whole wide world. i left my wallet in tampines mall's female toilet, and as expected, it couldnt be found anymore when i went back. i always thought that ppl who pocketed wallets and handphones were guys. guess im wrong. finders keepers, losers weepers. fine. my ma consoled me instead of being angry. i love her to bits.

tml's chalet day! wahahaha.

i really wonder. is it so difficult to side with me? it seems like to you, everyone in the world is right except for me. in a quarrel, im always in the wrong. when i lose things, i dun get consoled. practise what u preach. put urself in my shoes. know how i feel deep inside? i wouldnt say nobody understands, but why cant u understand? perhaps thats how u really feel, but why do u feel this way? why? its not ur fault. maybe its mine. who ask me so naive, expect u to understand. shrugs. just ranting.

{ danced @ 10:36 PM )

Saturday, November 26, 2005

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O'S ARE OVER!

okie lah. i lag others by a week. lol. this is gonna be a loooong and boooring entry. cos im gonna update on what i did aft o's! hehe.

FRIDAY - LAST DAY OF O'S
weee. the ex 2/1 went to seoul garden. all chinese girls except for jenn plus edmund, kejun and bryan. we were supposed to celebrate end of o's as well as edmund's birthday. but many forgot about the latter. lol.

edmund kept offering everybody his sausage. bwahahaha. still waiting for xiying to upload the photos from her digicam! that girl's slow. lol.

SATURDAY - SENTOSA
woke up early in the morning to go to sentosa with anqi, pat, qiao, kejun, fabby and kazhua. some family day thingy. my vb sucks now. =( wanna play more, so can improve. tee-hee.

had a whole load of fun building sandcastles. pat, kejun and i provided irrigation canal for our "town" so that ppl can practise double or even triple cropping! and we have high rised high density housing. hahaha. lame.

the ice cream there was nice! its those kinda 1 buck ice cream with lots of flavours. my fav! love it. lol.

all of them went into the water except me. bleh. didnt want to dirty my hair, no shampoo leh! eeks.

went to expo after that. they were kinda disappointed in the loreal warehouse sale. lol. i was blur as usual when it comes to makeup. -shrugs- but some guys entertained me by testing out the makeup. guys leh! they even bought mascara. two of them. eeks. gay.

pat went off to find her sis. the rest of us went for dinner in anqi's parents' car. the 6 of us squeezed into the back seat. hilarious. but we were lucky that there werent any traffic police. wahaha. anqi's parents treated us to dinner and i tasted xiao long bao for the first time! lol. tastes like wanton to me. bleh. i like cheapo food, like tofu and the xiao cai there. lol.

anqi's dad is so cute! he got back our vouchers. lol. we won the telematch thingy at the beach. forgot to mention that. oops. fun!

SUNDAY MONDAY
these twodays were kinda blurry. vaguely remember reaching home at 10pm everyday after desperately searching for my gown. was super unlucky. all those that i like were either sold out, don't have my size or the last piece which is on display is torn. rahh. got a dark purple off-shoulder from daniel yam in the end. kinda disappointed cos i wanted a pink or white one. but it turned out quite alright (: pat and anqi pei-ed me search dao want go crazy liao. lol. thanks girls! (:

watched harry potter on monday night with my ma and sis! was a lil' disappointing cos cho chang wasnt chio. boA's much chio-er can. and the popcorn wasnt nice at all. ):

TUESDAY
kejun and my ma pei-ed me to causeway point to get my accessories, shoes and bag. ma's super efficient, managed to get all of them! lol. kejun was nice too, pei-ed me all the way altho he looked bored. lol. that's why i love the both of them! (:

WEDNESDAY- GRAD BALL
contrary to what many others feel, i thought it was fun! lol. went to anqi's house before that with pat and qiao. anqi and qiao helped me achieve hairless legs! wee.

loads of pics!

the ex 2/1 girls! 11 of us. not any more, not any less! wahaha. cool (:

anqi and i! lol. whoever does that on grad ball! look like hamsters. lol.

pat, mr ari and me! wahaha. but the person who took the photo very jialat lah. so blurry. wasted!

quan jia fu! the 3 girls and our da gor! wahaha. he's so tall lah. jialat. >.<

pu taos at grad ball! xiao pu tao [clement], da xian pu tao [fabby], pu tao ma ma [me!], ku la pu tao [kejun] and suan tian pu tao [weijie]! lol.

me and kejun! (:

ahgong and me! he's leaving for australia soon. so sad. ): but he promised to write back! lol.

super crap partners in class. lol. cant stand it. he's taller than me now!

luan and i! lol.

chairman dean and i!

qiao and i! rocking partners. used to do dumb things in class. lol.

xiying and i! know for 4 yrs le. she's a 5 mins walk away from me. lol. super tall and thin, like a model!

yay. the food there was quite nice. the cheesecake. aww. even tho i dun like cheesecake, its the best cheesecake i've ever tasted! think im sua gu. lol.

went to kster with pat, anqi, qiao, jacq, yuyan and liyin after that! had fun! was totally crazy. hehe. our drinks! how come ther's only 6? lol. shrugs.

lol. ther's stil loads of pics but im kinda lazy to upload all. stil waiting for many pics from xiying! haha.

THURSDAY
watched just like heaven with kejun! thought it was nice (:. but the popcorn was really disappointing. its cathay's, supposed to be nice. turned out like gv's. ): but its nice lah. long time never watch movie with him le. hehe.

then we went anqi's house to get my stuffs. ended up staying for dinner. she had loads of chocos. -jealous- had a nice home cooked meal! all thanks to anqi's mum (:

FRIDAY
xiying, xingying, anqi, kejun, fabby, ken and bryan came my house for mahjong! wahaha. played all the way from 12noon till 9pm, only stopping for dinner. lol. anqi was super heng. she won around 15bucks! kejun and i were super suay in the beginning. but after fabby came we wang-ed! lol. won around 10bucks in the end. shuang.

my ma bought nice stuff from zhu chao. super nicenicenice! wahaha. my ma's soooo nice (:

TODAY
played supreme destiny in the morn. double exp mah. lol.

then went gym with kejun! wahaha. i cant run now lah. rahhhhhhhhh. gek. ):):):

bathed and went to northpoint with my ma and kejun. had dinner. northpoint's food is boring! i think downstairs food even nicer. lol. had rice k. but really no taste. fried rice somemore, cheat my feelings ): rice sucks. eek

yeah thats bout all. i fat liao lah. ): very sad. today went to guardian with my ma the salesgirl wanted to intro slimming stuff to me. rahh.

ta-da!

{ danced @ 12:26 PM )