Pleasure && Pain

Thursday, February 02, 2006

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have you ever had a birthday wish come true? well, mine did, just that i found myself hoping that i had wished for something else instead. nevertheless, god has been kind enough to grant me that wish. i can hardly remember what birthday wishes i had made except for the last one, but i'm convinced that birthday wishes do come true. so i've decided on the wish for my 17th birthday, though circumstances may or may not change it. maybe i'd get a cake for my whole family on chu 7, for all of us to make wishes. in case u all don't already know, chu 7 is ren2 ri4, meaning that it's everyone's birthday! or at least that's what my parents tell me. when's chu 7 by the way? i didn't keep track of the days.

i'm really taken aback by the change that took place in the past month in everybody. looking around me, chatting with ex-classmates and through hear-say, everybody seems to have changed. apparently the change did not take place over a period of time, if not i'd be able to accept it. i'm resistant to changes la, though most of the times they're good. it's like i really can't recognise some ppl anymore. are the new friends i've made different a month ago too?

fortunately, most people i hold close to my heart didn't change much. i love the same old them. is it that difficult to stay unchanged? i really abhor changes, though i got to admit its part and parcel of growing up. i mean, its inevitable isn't it? its so contradicting, sometimes i really don't know what i really want as well.

on a happier note, i really love my class now! 06S55. one of the disadvantages of studying in vj when i live in yishun is that all my friends live at the other end of the island. yesterday we went to han loong's house to chill, and i had to leave at 7 plus. jian min walked me to kembangan mrt, which was like 1+km away from his house. later i also learnt from him that they left at 10+, and most of them reached home at 11. i reached home at 9 can!

talking about han loong's place, its really cool! we only went to the basement of his semi-D, and that place holds a ping-pong table, a drum set, a keyboard[?], a treadmill, a television set and a full set of sofa. we opened up a mahjong table and there was still much space left! what a perfect place to chill. wei ming tried to teach ser hua, jian min and i how to drum. it was fun lah, although i further confirmed my lack of talent in music. >.<

today some of us pon-ed mr kwek's physics pract [like, again.]. ser hua, xin yi, jia hao, jie sheng, jun yu and i went for lunch at tampines mall. felt like a mountain turtle most of the time. >.< they are a funny bunch~~of bananas~~! lol. after lunch we saw.......... nvm. haha.we just went for an innocent walk :)

i love mass dances! although my first encounter with friendship dance was erm.. jialat. but consequently it was fun! i danced with a cute ogl *blush* once, i was clumsy but he taught me the stuff patiently. (: teeheehee. but i rarely see him, so my guess is that he's not in pegasus. ): ytd i danced with jian min, it was funny cos we didn't know the steps well and he's soooo tall, like 185cm. there's this step the girl is supposed to like spin the guy, then the guy must go under the girl's hand. we didn't manage that. hahahaha.

anyway, i hope next time i dance with the cute ogl again. yay yay.

sigh. i regret not treasuring the times with fourthree. really love 06S55 anyway. (:
should i wait for you? maybe one day..

{ danced @ 7:21 PM )

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