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we really look alike right! me and my sis! hehe.




my poor left knee.. ):





my right knee is worse la.. ):





me pat jenn! at clarke quay mac today. hee.





look at the camera pat. --"





moo moo!





MOO MOO moo[jenn is not mooing. boo!]






this pic is my fav! my besties. (:









i'm really glad that i still have my besties [pat jenn anqi qiao], my wonderful family, my confidants [clarie ahgong] and everything that i have. thank god.. for letting me know such great friends.. for blessing me with such a family.. for choosing clarie as my mortal[seriously when i first knew who was my mortal, i was like wth. hahaha. and i didnt quite like him at first, his replies were like so half hearted. bleh. turned out to be a great person! (:] and for everything everything.. i really am so thankful..



and of cos.. for meeting him.. this i wont regret.. no matter wat we might become..


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i'm starting to get tired.. it sucks to be one-sided..

it hurts more and more everyday..

today i was so scared i nearly cried.. ok i did.. as usual.. he was not there for me..

went to the docs.. but thankfully it was nth much.. but he said ALL my knee wounds are infected.. no wonder my whole knee area hurts so much.. the pus suddenly started oozing out of the wound during gp today.. --"

but i'm still lazy to clean the wound and apply the medicine the doc gave me.. >_< later la haha.

and my right thigh still hurts alot.. and my poor toes.. just cut my toenails today.. feel so kelian for myself.. ):

I WANNA GO THE UK TRIP! PLS PLS PLS LET MY PARENTS ALLOW ME..

should i go out tml? or just stay at home and hu si luan xiang.. ):


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wats wrong? i thought everything was fine already. wat am i to do?

im going to smile like nothings wrong,
talk like everythings perfect,
act like its all a dream,
and pretend its not hurting me.



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i'm getting soooooooooooo FAT.
was thinking it'd be fun if a group of friends like diet tgtr hahaha. but dieting is so painful! i can't imagine life without ICE CREAM, chocos, HORLICKS, etc etc. ARGH.



PICS!




jenn me and yang! at vjc canteen haha.




bing is so cute la, just like his sister! omg.



VADIANCE OUTING!




jasmin's unfinished pasta. haha. quite cute right.




eh not so cute le right. all thanks to dear pearly. >_<
wilbur insisted on playing board games la. j2 leh. goodness!




look at how much fun he's having man! we've never seen him so happy --"




teddy! she's nice, unlike evil teddy. oh yah, evil teddy's having twins. called dumb and dumber. HAHA.




pearly, me and peiying! (:




that's us playing uno stacko --"




vadiance rocks! (:


06S55 first intakers outing!





after pool! i own jiesheng and junyu la. they lousy la =X




after earthquake at swensens! (: [from left: jian min, wei shan, jun yu, xin yi, jie sheng, me, wei ming, park, jing qing, ernest aka evil teddy!]




after dinner! but jian min couldnt come back fast enough to pose. hahaha.




wei ming can do a better job. hahaha.


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holidays are finally here. its not that im tired or lazy to go sch or what, in fact i liked to go sch all along, from pri sch to sec sch. but i really dread sch now.. can i drop out or sth?



house comm must have been possessed to select me. i'm certain i'm the worst they have interviewed. wtf? i know i won't be able to make it, but withdrawing is silly. rah.



pls let all these be just a dream.. going to vj.. signing up for house comm.. changing class and all the shit.. pls.. let me wake up the next day and prepare to go to sch.. anderson sec sch.. ):



its so tough acting confident when im so insecure..
its so tough acting friendly and talkative with pp i dun really know..
its so tough keeping the smile on my face when my heart is breaking..



i hate being in a new environment all over again..
i hate feeling unwanted..
i hate myself for letting all these happen to me..



i shouldn't have suggested going vj..
i shouldn't have allowed things to end up in a mess..
i shouldn't have been born to this world..



seriously.. i just wanna disappear.. can anyone help me? i dun wanna do anything anymore.. just let me disappear..


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i don't know where to start, haha. alright, posting results are out! is the partial 5 totally random? the only trend i've observed so far is that all DHS 9-pointers are safe. --". i'm sure its not according to english, cos ernest had gotten an a1 for eng and is posted to tjc instead. so sad! i hope his appeal [and many others'] is approved. it'd be so weird without the evil teddy bear around! ):



on a happier note, anqi, jenn and yiyang are posted to vjc! whee. i'm not sure about other andersonians yet, but i hope there are more. the more the merrier! (: anw fabby and anqi, if ur are reading this, don't be too sad k. absence makes the heart fonder. (: and pat, u better appeal in! anqi, jenn and i are waiting for u! haha.



after going to a new jc, meeting a new og, meeting a new class, i must say i've gotten quite used to separation. it lead me to understand and accept the inevitability of such separations in life. well.. although i think i'd still be better friends with andersonians later in life, i shall accept victorians into my heart with open arms! hahaha. s55 is such a fun bunch, its so wasted that we have to be separated. ): hopefully the new s55 would be fun too. (:



like i said, after this week im gonna be a model student. (: (: (: i just hope i don't get devoured by the temptation to pon school/lectures/tutorials/practicals/etc.



Love, me is a totally nice song! by Collin Raye. get it from me when u see me online! (:



I read a note my Grandma wrote back in 1923
Grandpa kept it in his coat, and he showed it once to me
He said, "Boy, you might not understand, but a long, long time ago,
Grandma's daddy didn't like me none, but I love your Grandma so.



We had this crazy plan to meet and run away together
Get married in the first town we came to and live forever
But nailed to the tree where we were supposed to meet instead
I found this letter, and this is what it said :



"If you get there before I do
Don't give up on me
I'll meet you when my chores are through
I don't know how long I'll be



But I'm not gonna let you down
Darling wait and see
And between now and then
Til I see you again



I'll be loving you
Love, Me."



I read those words just hours before my Grandma passed away
In the doorway of the church where me and Grandpa stopped to pray
I know I've never seen him cry in all my fifteen years
But as he said these words to her, his eyes fill up with tears



"If you get there before I do
Don't give up on me
I'll meet you when my chores are through
I don't know how long I'll be



But I'm not gonna let you down
Darling wait and see
And between now and then
Til I see you again



I'll be loving you
Love, Me."



what will happen if i stop trying?

the girl``

sharon
17121989
andersonsec
victoriajc
denvers (:

her wants``

lose weight!
become a great cheerleader
stay happy
people ard her to be happy (:

say something``

her past``

10/01/2003 - 11/01/2003;
11/01/2003 - 12/01/2003;
12/01/2003 - 01/01/2004;
01/01/2004 - 02/01/2004;
02/01/2004 - 03/01/2004;
03/01/2004 - 04/01/2004;
04/01/2004 - 05/01/2004;
06/01/2004 - 07/01/2004;
07/01/2004 - 08/01/2004;
08/01/2004 - 09/01/2004;
09/01/2004 - 10/01/2004;
10/01/2004 - 11/01/2004;
11/01/2004 - 12/01/2004;
12/01/2004 - 01/01/2005;
01/01/2005 - 02/01/2005;
05/01/2005 - 06/01/2005;
06/01/2005 - 07/01/2005;
07/01/2005 - 08/01/2005;
08/01/2005 - 09/01/2005;
09/01/2005 - 10/01/2005;
11/01/2005 - 12/01/2005;
12/01/2005 - 01/01/2006;
01/01/2006 - 02/01/2006;
02/01/2006 - 03/01/2006;
03/01/2006 - 04/01/2006;
04/01/2006 - 05/01/2006;
05/01/2006 - 06/01/2006;
06/01/2006 - 07/01/2006;
07/01/2006 - 08/01/2006;
08/01/2006 - 09/01/2006;
09/01/2006 - 10/01/2006;
10/01/2006 - 11/01/2006;
11/01/2006 - 12/01/2006;

her soulmates``

pat ; anqi ; jenn ; qiao ; fabby ; dean ; luan ; huijuin ; fangyi ; hongxiang ; jacq ; liyin ; shan ; bryan ; jeannie ; eunice ; weijie ; jingjie ; jeremy ; pearly ; dawn ; qichao ; zhiting ; 06S46 ;

credits``

layout ; j-wen
image ; I
brushes ; various sources