Pleasure && Pain

Sunday, May 07, 2006

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i didnt get into house comm.. ):
the thing is, i really wanted my family and friends to be proud of me, for once. i wanted 06s46 to have a house comm member, i wanted to tell my parents people voted for me, i wanted to tell dean when i see him on the bus next time that i got into house comm, i wanted everyone around me to be proud of knowing me.. i wanted to be useful.. cos i never felt that way..

but then again, its over and i shall get over it..

i hope the rumours are true though, it would mean i got kicked out, instead of being voted out..

bah. its over. stop thinking and whinning.

actually pw is not that bad la i guess. kenli can do work and clement is funny. haha.

im so tired. feeling lethargic everyday know. i dunno why. i think i have some problem, cos everyday i feel two extreme feelings, super happy and super sad. every single day. rah.

went gym today with pat! whee it was fun. haha chat loads, still got alot haven chat. (: to think i thought we were drifting away and that she didn't like me anymore. geez i cant help agreeing that im oversensitive at times.

hmm special thanks to pat qiao anqi jenn kejun nick mani kenli samantha pearly alvin xinyi and people i may have missed out for smsing me aft the results.. (:

and jeannie daphne clar for the hugs.. jeannie esp., im so proud of her! house capt! (:

and samew grassjelly mani nick for keep trying to cheer me up.. haha. (:

time to move on..

no more fanciful nicks and stuff when it goes unappreciated..

i seriously need to grow up. ):

and i will.

my dad v cartoon u noe. he supports the workers party. so he bought one whole box of toy hammers and one whole box of whistles and his friend bought one carton of beer, and they went to their election rally together. then they distributed one hammer, one whistle and a can of beer to everybody they see. and say, "workers party", and smile. hahaha. 46 yrs old already la! then the next day he was like, "oh ya ah san, ytd i got chased by the police." then he showed me the newspaper article, and one of the 2 people who got arrested was his friend. --" then he was like, "luckily i ran fast enough!"

LOL. CARTOON LEH.

then my mum was like, "lets go voting together." then my dad say, "don't want, u are PAP people, i am workers party people, i don't want go with u." hahaha. poor mum. but my dad is like, super cute. hahaha. (:

pat : hey thanks. (: haha don't copy them la! wei lets diet tgtr. haha.

dean : haha. (: i miss u all so much! ):

clarence : haha thanks. (: i think u said that more than 10 times already. haha. (:

anqi : haha thanks babe. love ya alot too. u cheer up also k. (:

qiao : i miss u alot alot too! meet up for dinner soon. i wan ice cream. haha (: i miss sitting same row as u, like since sec 2 i think. haha. i miss sth messy beside me so much u noe. :P

grow up sharon, grow up.

{ danced @ 9:37 PM )

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