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Sunday, June 19, 2005
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Hmm. Haiz. Not feeling very good today ):

Spent the whole day cooking lah. My pa didnt seem to appreciate, keep complaining about the dishes. Like, the fish my ma cooked. "No need to steam one lah, cook can already. Who ask u go steam one." Then the present, he let bing play with it before even opening it! He was like, anything lor.

And I kept thinking about stuffs. Dunno lah, maybe Im just suddenly stressed. Tml gotta go sch liao. What if I cant get to sleep tonight? I'd probably fall aslp at 3+am. What if I cant catch up with sch work? Maybe I should just aim for Innova JC. I dont feel like working hard anymore. Suddenly, I dont even know what I want anymore. ): Will we quarrel when sch reopens? What's wrong with everyone? What's wrong with my pa? Bing? My sis? Maybe the problem lies with me. What's wrong with me lately? I dont feel like doing anything, lazy to even go out. Homework? I've only done geog and a bit of math here and there. I dunno anymore ):

Okay, at least I kind of tidied up my room ytd. I can slp in my room tonight. What if there're ants? Ants are everywhere. I dont want to slp with ants. It seems like I've wasted the hols away, but I like it like this. I like slacking around. Since when? Haiz. Whats happening to me? Im starting to get paranoid. What if I lose all the impt ppl around me?

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{ danced @ 7:33 PM )

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