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Thursday, August 11, 2005
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haiz. im so stressed can. also dunno why.. being stressed is a BAD thing. it makes me easily irritated, thus being rude/insensitive/unreasonable/etc to some ppl, especially my family. i snapped at my sis, have been unreasonable to my ma, have been lian3 chou4 chou4 to kejun, etc.. i am really sorry ): and i gorge myself when im feeling down, with fatty food like cookies and chocolates - even if they arent nice at all. ):

ther'r loads of stuff to be done.. and i dun feel like doing them.. i dun feel like studying at all.. i lost my lit text and guidebook.. i dun feel like doing maths.. i dunno physics.. i forgot chem.. i dun even noe if i should start social studies.. i dunno wat to do for geog.. im so tired.. i feel so guilty.. so stressed.. my room's so messy.. bing's so noisy.. i dun wanna take o levels anymore.. can i just leave singapore? i wanna climb mountains and go diving.. go hiking.. go to the beach.. learn exciting stuffs and being active.. i dun wanna slack everyday.. i wanna lead a fulfilling life.. not just studying and slacking everyday..

and im feeling small again.. wats wrong with me..

haiz.. sorry for all the ranting..

pat anqi qiao --> thanks for all the fun we had the other day! looong time since i went out.. haha.. thanks! (:

kejun --> sorry for being lian chou chou at times.. i cant help it.. ): thanks for being by my side and cheering me up.. even tho u may nt noe it.. haha.. im really thankful tt i have u (:

k lah.. tong xin yuan's going to be on le.. felt much better aft complaining.. (:

{ danced @ 6:30 PM )

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the girl``

sharon
17121989
andersonsec
victoriajc
denvers (:


her wants``

lose weight!
become a great cheerleader
stay happy
people ard her to be happy (:

say something``



her past``

10/01/2003 - 11/01/2003;
11/01/2003 - 12/01/2003;
12/01/2003 - 01/01/2004;
01/01/2004 - 02/01/2004;
02/01/2004 - 03/01/2004;
03/01/2004 - 04/01/2004;
04/01/2004 - 05/01/2004;
06/01/2004 - 07/01/2004;
07/01/2004 - 08/01/2004;
08/01/2004 - 09/01/2004;
09/01/2004 - 10/01/2004;
10/01/2004 - 11/01/2004;
11/01/2004 - 12/01/2004;
12/01/2004 - 01/01/2005;
01/01/2005 - 02/01/2005;
05/01/2005 - 06/01/2005;
06/01/2005 - 07/01/2005;
07/01/2005 - 08/01/2005;
08/01/2005 - 09/01/2005;
09/01/2005 - 10/01/2005;
11/01/2005 - 12/01/2005;
12/01/2005 - 01/01/2006;
01/01/2006 - 02/01/2006;
02/01/2006 - 03/01/2006;
03/01/2006 - 04/01/2006;
04/01/2006 - 05/01/2006;
05/01/2006 - 06/01/2006;
06/01/2006 - 07/01/2006;
07/01/2006 - 08/01/2006;
08/01/2006 - 09/01/2006;
09/01/2006 - 10/01/2006;
10/01/2006 - 11/01/2006;
11/01/2006 - 12/01/2006;

her soulmates``

pat ; anqi ; jenn ; qiao ; fabby ; dean ; luan ; huijuin ; fangyi ; hongxiang ; jacq ; liyin ; shan ; bryan ; jeannie ; eunice ; weijie ; jingjie ; jeremy ; pearly ; dawn ; qichao ; zhiting ; 06S46 ;

credits``

layout ; j-wen
image ; I
brushes ; various sources