Pleasure && Pain

Friday, February 17, 2006

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i swear i didn't mean to skip school today! it's actually the inevitable result of getting merely 5 hrs of sleep for 3 days in a row. getting to school on time wasn't a problem although i got up later than usual. but the very thought of having to run 2.4km with this aching body of mine, added on to the prospect of having to present the shabbily done GP project first thing in the morning made me convince myself that i would never be able to make it to school on time. moreover, i really did have a slight headache when i woke up this morning, so my decision to stay in bed is warranted (: serhua called me at 7.38am, 2 mins before assembly and asked me if she should pon school --"[she was already in school btw] i told her i'm not going, and she decided to go home. that girl! haha.

currently on the horns of a dilemma! if i were to switch from econs to geog, i'd be leaving my class, which is already abandoned by jiahao who's migrating, as well as jiesheng and junyu who are going over to tj. many were very upset when i said i may be changing combi, cos then our cls would really split up, and some don't see the point of staying in vj anymore ):. and i really don't wish to leave pegasus! nor do i fancy the idea of a totally new evironment ALL OVER AGAIN. i'm a naysayer of changes. boo! then again, i have totally no confidence in doing well for econs, as compared to geog which i've always been doing well for. sigh.

vday was pretty mundane for me. vj was filled with love though. gift exchanges in the morning with senior class, giving and receiving little gifts from cls and og girls, bla and thats about it. i had especially attached tags with the sweets i gave to everyone, with their names and happy vday on it. and that only made more ppl think that i was from a girls' school --". i'm a proud student of a co-ed school for goodness sake! ANDERSON ROCKS. muahahaha.

after school i had to WAIT for 2hr20 mins for kejun's lesson to be over so that we can WAIT for fabby and anqi to come, and together we'd all WAIT for training to start. --" anyway, the first 2hrs20mins i was sitting in the canteen alone, with hanloong, ronghua, weiming and park taking turns to entertain me --". hanloong came by several times and sang and sang and sang. ronghua sat down and said he was v tired, and soon he fell aslp >.<. weiming and park were trying to teach me a new card game when jiawei came by and when i was done with jiawei, kejun's already released. haha.

training wise, i didn't train much. sigh. i really missed anqi and fabby though, i totally felt like squealing when i saw them in school! [or did i squeal out loud? lol.] god bless fabby's appeal k! hate to see fabby and anqi getting seperated too. aj and vj are like sooooo far apart. i'm looking forward to seeing pat, anqi, jenn, fabby, etc etc in school! OMG!

the highlight of the day was actually dinner at 9+pm at the airport. --" popeye's! TOTALLY YUMMY! can't wait to bring the above mentioned ppl there to eat when they come vj. whee. anyway kejun and i had to queue for like half an hour for the food, because instead of cashiers, they were using calculators. --" so dumb right.

i'm going out soon for fearless!
it's never easy to understand why memories hold our hand, and people let go.. i've been let down by love so many times, but the sad thing is, i'll probably fall for it again.

{ danced @ 1:03 PM )

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