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Friday, March 10, 2006
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holidays are finally here. its not that im tired or lazy to go sch or what, in fact i liked to go sch all along, from pri sch to sec sch. but i really dread sch now.. can i drop out or sth?



house comm must have been possessed to select me. i'm certain i'm the worst they have interviewed. wtf? i know i won't be able to make it, but withdrawing is silly. rah.



pls let all these be just a dream.. going to vj.. signing up for house comm.. changing class and all the shit.. pls.. let me wake up the next day and prepare to go to sch.. anderson sec sch.. ):



its so tough acting confident when im so insecure..
its so tough acting friendly and talkative with pp i dun really know..
its so tough keeping the smile on my face when my heart is breaking..



i hate being in a new environment all over again..
i hate feeling unwanted..
i hate myself for letting all these happen to me..



i shouldn't have suggested going vj..
i shouldn't have allowed things to end up in a mess..
i shouldn't have been born to this world..



seriously.. i just wanna disappear.. can anyone help me? i dun wanna do anything anymore.. just let me disappear..

{ danced @ 8:08 PM )

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sharon
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her wants``

lose weight!
become a great cheerleader
stay happy
people ard her to be happy (:

say something``



her past``

10/01/2003 - 11/01/2003;
11/01/2003 - 12/01/2003;
12/01/2003 - 01/01/2004;
01/01/2004 - 02/01/2004;
02/01/2004 - 03/01/2004;
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06/01/2004 - 07/01/2004;
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09/01/2004 - 10/01/2004;
10/01/2004 - 11/01/2004;
11/01/2004 - 12/01/2004;
12/01/2004 - 01/01/2005;
01/01/2005 - 02/01/2005;
05/01/2005 - 06/01/2005;
06/01/2005 - 07/01/2005;
07/01/2005 - 08/01/2005;
08/01/2005 - 09/01/2005;
09/01/2005 - 10/01/2005;
11/01/2005 - 12/01/2005;
12/01/2005 - 01/01/2006;
01/01/2006 - 02/01/2006;
02/01/2006 - 03/01/2006;
03/01/2006 - 04/01/2006;
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06/01/2006 - 07/01/2006;
07/01/2006 - 08/01/2006;
08/01/2006 - 09/01/2006;
09/01/2006 - 10/01/2006;
10/01/2006 - 11/01/2006;
11/01/2006 - 12/01/2006;

her soulmates``

pat ; anqi ; jenn ; qiao ; fabby ; dean ; luan ; huijuin ; fangyi ; hongxiang ; jacq ; liyin ; shan ; bryan ; jeannie ; eunice ; weijie ; jingjie ; jeremy ; pearly ; dawn ; qichao ; zhiting ; 06S46 ;

credits``

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image ; I
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