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Wednesday, May 03, 2006
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hmm. finally decided to update. haha. actually i had loads to update, but i was just bursting with a fusion of emotions and stuff that i cant even sort out my feelings myself, much less blog about them.



its all about new stuffs after jc.. new people, new activities, new emotions, new attitudes, new perspectives, new commitments and stuff. guess im still trying to fit into the new me in the new surroundings, and i still cant help but to miss the past.



and you thought only second intakers would have such negative feelings about jc life.



well, some more important highlights of my life right now..



1. house comm results would be out on friday.



2. both vj volleyball girls and guys won their matches today! (:(: whoever said im a jinx.



3. i really wanna train hard for vb. but its still an unrealistic dream. ):



4. coach is staying in vj! whee. (:



5. im gonna flunk my econs.



6. im slacking away like nobody's business.



7. im tired of laughing and looking happy when im not. im not exactly sure why i do it, but i do it all the time.



8. im sick of being myself. it sounds so childish but i really hate myself at times. for not being pretty. for not being the ideal girl. for being useless, i do badly in everything i do. rah. just ignore me.



9. pw is a disaster.



10. i miss the past.
11. i miss the past.
12. i miss the past.
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1001. i miss the past.
1002. i love you.

{ danced @ 7:51 PM )

Comments: Post a Comment
the girl``

sharon
17121989
andersonsec
victoriajc
denvers (:


her wants``

lose weight!
become a great cheerleader
stay happy
people ard her to be happy (:

say something``



her past``

10/01/2003 - 11/01/2003;
11/01/2003 - 12/01/2003;
12/01/2003 - 01/01/2004;
01/01/2004 - 02/01/2004;
02/01/2004 - 03/01/2004;
03/01/2004 - 04/01/2004;
04/01/2004 - 05/01/2004;
06/01/2004 - 07/01/2004;
07/01/2004 - 08/01/2004;
08/01/2004 - 09/01/2004;
09/01/2004 - 10/01/2004;
10/01/2004 - 11/01/2004;
11/01/2004 - 12/01/2004;
12/01/2004 - 01/01/2005;
01/01/2005 - 02/01/2005;
05/01/2005 - 06/01/2005;
06/01/2005 - 07/01/2005;
07/01/2005 - 08/01/2005;
08/01/2005 - 09/01/2005;
09/01/2005 - 10/01/2005;
11/01/2005 - 12/01/2005;
12/01/2005 - 01/01/2006;
01/01/2006 - 02/01/2006;
02/01/2006 - 03/01/2006;
03/01/2006 - 04/01/2006;
04/01/2006 - 05/01/2006;
05/01/2006 - 06/01/2006;
06/01/2006 - 07/01/2006;
07/01/2006 - 08/01/2006;
08/01/2006 - 09/01/2006;
09/01/2006 - 10/01/2006;
10/01/2006 - 11/01/2006;
11/01/2006 - 12/01/2006;

her soulmates``

pat ; anqi ; jenn ; qiao ; fabby ; dean ; luan ; huijuin ; fangyi ; hongxiang ; jacq ; liyin ; shan ; bryan ; jeannie ; eunice ; weijie ; jingjie ; jeremy ; pearly ; dawn ; qichao ; zhiting ; 06S46 ;

credits``

layout ; j-wen
image ; I
brushes ; various sources