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Monday, May 08, 2006
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this is so depressing. the whole day people kept asking me, why are u not in house comm? whoa like i know. --" i just said there were not enough people voting for me, which is true in a sense. even on the bus on the way to school, a year 2 pegasian asked me why am i not in house comm. and it was a torture during assembly, seeing all the familiar faces i know in pegasus, watching liqin, jeannie, daphne, (somehow i didn't see jian min. which is err shocking. haha.), clar, debbie, having ashvin sit on my left side and alvin sit on my right side. sigh. ):



i'm so ashamed of myself. ):



oh yah anyway, today i saw a woman with 107 bucks in her ezlink! 107! crazy woman. haha.



and i had to be selective in the people i choose to whine about the house comm results. some people wouldnt even care or bother to react, while some would patiently say nice stuff. it irks me to know some people can comfort other people like that and not me. it only proves that they are not incapable of cheering people up, but im just so unimportant and stupid that they simply cant be bothered. im so not talking about any specific person here. im not angry but instead strangely hurt in a way i cant fathom myself. if the same thing happened to me i would probably be scolded instead of being cheered up.



my disgusting calves have to go away. i dont rmb them being this thick when i was 43kg. so ya, maybe i seriously should diet.



my EoM and heaps of work are still undone. and what am i doing?

{ danced @ 9:12 PM )

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the girl``

sharon
17121989
andersonsec
victoriajc
denvers (:


her wants``

lose weight!
become a great cheerleader
stay happy
people ard her to be happy (:

say something``



her past``

10/01/2003 - 11/01/2003;
11/01/2003 - 12/01/2003;
12/01/2003 - 01/01/2004;
01/01/2004 - 02/01/2004;
02/01/2004 - 03/01/2004;
03/01/2004 - 04/01/2004;
04/01/2004 - 05/01/2004;
06/01/2004 - 07/01/2004;
07/01/2004 - 08/01/2004;
08/01/2004 - 09/01/2004;
09/01/2004 - 10/01/2004;
10/01/2004 - 11/01/2004;
11/01/2004 - 12/01/2004;
12/01/2004 - 01/01/2005;
01/01/2005 - 02/01/2005;
05/01/2005 - 06/01/2005;
06/01/2005 - 07/01/2005;
07/01/2005 - 08/01/2005;
08/01/2005 - 09/01/2005;
09/01/2005 - 10/01/2005;
11/01/2005 - 12/01/2005;
12/01/2005 - 01/01/2006;
01/01/2006 - 02/01/2006;
02/01/2006 - 03/01/2006;
03/01/2006 - 04/01/2006;
04/01/2006 - 05/01/2006;
05/01/2006 - 06/01/2006;
06/01/2006 - 07/01/2006;
07/01/2006 - 08/01/2006;
08/01/2006 - 09/01/2006;
09/01/2006 - 10/01/2006;
10/01/2006 - 11/01/2006;
11/01/2006 - 12/01/2006;

her soulmates``

pat ; anqi ; jenn ; qiao ; fabby ; dean ; luan ; huijuin ; fangyi ; hongxiang ; jacq ; liyin ; shan ; bryan ; jeannie ; eunice ; weijie ; jingjie ; jeremy ; pearly ; dawn ; qichao ; zhiting ; 06S46 ;

credits``

layout ; j-wen
image ; I
brushes ; various sources