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Monday, July 31, 2006
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IM so in the mood for tutorials. barely read through a page and here i am updating alr. no mood for anything nowadays. having a headache for 3 days in a row (and counting) and having diarrhea on the third day aint exactly great. ): feels like im gonna die any moment. all the pills aint working.



EATEATEAT. been such a pig these days lar. and tt zhibo kept calling me pig when he only slept like 5mins less than me. totally zhibotic. somebody eye candy wat. but if i jian fei i'll take off soon, if u get what i mean. haiz. but i feel super fat and unsightly. ):



FEEL so tired. weekends are supposed to let me get some rest. but i spent last weekend "doing pw" at zhibo's place with kejun and qibo. but kejun is like the only one doing pw lar. but it still was tiring, although we did close to nothing. feel so drained, and its only monday.



VOLLEYBALL tmr. cheerleading right afterwards. if they confirm confirm tt im in the team on sat, i may just quit vb lar. feel quite lonely ther cos they're all ips and its like odd number. like amelia and wenqian. then ruth and poline. then im like odd one out. not like they pai chi me, but we always have to do pairwork wat. tsk. but i really want to be in the team and stuff. somebody please tell me truthfully if its genuinely possible or simply a far fetched fat hope. stupid swiss cheat my feelings.



THINK im not continuing with maths h3. fooseebon leh. crap.



REALLY wanna join anqi jacq yuyan at studio wu lar. its like i miss jitterbugs (altho its quite crap there), and they've moved on to studio wu alr. if i quit vb im so gonna join them man. somemore tt anqi keeps tempting me. ):



SO looking forward to national day week. altho i foresee loads of pw. well, at least i dont have to wake up at unearthly hours and spend 3hrs of my day on buses.



FEEL like im falling sick. but i know i wont lar. just tt weak weak feeling. tsk. and the headache just wont go away.



BEEN how long since i last caught up with pat man. been how long since i last saw the 2/1 chinese girls. been how long since i saw ppl in fourthree05. been how long since i last gossiped and talked with clar, samew and qibo. i miss everything man. altho im certain i'd miss 06s46 when i graduate next yr. but im beginning to forget vadiance, 06s55 and some other stuff. im so scared i'd forget everything, bit by bit, unknowingly.



ITS so weird. i dont know what this life of mine is leading to.



SOMEBODY is spastic lar. one kind of act like jing long yu and dog on the bus. made me look like a clown totally. haha.



i hope i'd treasure everything that i have now and dont lose all the memories of the past.

{ danced @ 9:14 PM )

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the girl``

sharon
17121989
andersonsec
victoriajc
denvers (:


her wants``

lose weight!
become a great cheerleader
stay happy
people ard her to be happy (:

say something``



her past``

10/01/2003 - 11/01/2003;
11/01/2003 - 12/01/2003;
12/01/2003 - 01/01/2004;
01/01/2004 - 02/01/2004;
02/01/2004 - 03/01/2004;
03/01/2004 - 04/01/2004;
04/01/2004 - 05/01/2004;
06/01/2004 - 07/01/2004;
07/01/2004 - 08/01/2004;
08/01/2004 - 09/01/2004;
09/01/2004 - 10/01/2004;
10/01/2004 - 11/01/2004;
11/01/2004 - 12/01/2004;
12/01/2004 - 01/01/2005;
01/01/2005 - 02/01/2005;
05/01/2005 - 06/01/2005;
06/01/2005 - 07/01/2005;
07/01/2005 - 08/01/2005;
08/01/2005 - 09/01/2005;
09/01/2005 - 10/01/2005;
11/01/2005 - 12/01/2005;
12/01/2005 - 01/01/2006;
01/01/2006 - 02/01/2006;
02/01/2006 - 03/01/2006;
03/01/2006 - 04/01/2006;
04/01/2006 - 05/01/2006;
05/01/2006 - 06/01/2006;
06/01/2006 - 07/01/2006;
07/01/2006 - 08/01/2006;
08/01/2006 - 09/01/2006;
09/01/2006 - 10/01/2006;
10/01/2006 - 11/01/2006;
11/01/2006 - 12/01/2006;

her soulmates``

pat ; anqi ; jenn ; qiao ; fabby ; dean ; luan ; huijuin ; fangyi ; hongxiang ; jacq ; liyin ; shan ; bryan ; jeannie ; eunice ; weijie ; jingjie ; jeremy ; pearly ; dawn ; qichao ; zhiting ; 06S46 ;

credits``

layout ; j-wen
image ; I
brushes ; various sources