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past few days have been FUN BUN (:
badminton, bball, tennis, pool, lunch, dinner, slacking, etc
(: (: (:

pw skit making was really fun too, we ran across the bus bay when we were denied permission to take pictures there. don't care. haha. the bus drivers were just laughing at us while we ran across, took our shots quickly, afraid that we'll be chased. haha. kenli didn't want to do it, but we persuaded her to. kaili gave us his first time losing face, by acting cute on the bus. so we all learned/gained something didn't we (:

suay things include pmsing, migraine, forgetting to bring thumbdrive, forgetting to hand up the ocip form TWICE, missing buses now and then, and now my room's light is spoilt ):

lets have more sports days okie, although i was effectively the lousiest player at all the sports we played, but heck. just don't play with qibo can alr. hopefully the other ppl don't mind me :P

feeling kinda empty but filled, slack but packed, happy but frustrated, etc etc. been thinking too much again, im just me (:

sometimes i cant help feeling like a failure. ): i feel that i have really accomplished nothing in the seventeen years of my life. or am i trying too hard to be someone im not? cos i cant seem to do anything properly. if u give it a thought, every single one person has his/her own strengths, but why cant i seem to be able to find mine? is there even something to let me find? sometimes i try to console myself that what i have accomplished are intangible, such as the friendships i have forged, the difference i have hopefully made to ppl ard me. there's only a thin line between being optimistic and deluding myself. everytime i really wanna do something well, i always fail. is it that i dont try hard enough? or is it that im just unlucky, not given opportunities? or is it that i am just born with limited abilities? i used to think that nothing is impossible, as long as im willing to try i'd make it someday.

Why did I let myself believe
Miracles could happen
Cause now I have to pretend
That I don't really care

And dreams were meant for sleeping
And wishes on a star
Just don't come true
Cause now even I tell
ThatI confused my feelings with the truth
Cause I liked the view

the girl``

sharon
17121989
andersonsec
victoriajc
denvers (:

her wants``

lose weight!
become a great cheerleader
stay happy
people ard her to be happy (:

say something``

her past``

10/01/2003 - 11/01/2003;
11/01/2003 - 12/01/2003;
12/01/2003 - 01/01/2004;
01/01/2004 - 02/01/2004;
02/01/2004 - 03/01/2004;
03/01/2004 - 04/01/2004;
04/01/2004 - 05/01/2004;
06/01/2004 - 07/01/2004;
07/01/2004 - 08/01/2004;
08/01/2004 - 09/01/2004;
09/01/2004 - 10/01/2004;
10/01/2004 - 11/01/2004;
11/01/2004 - 12/01/2004;
12/01/2004 - 01/01/2005;
01/01/2005 - 02/01/2005;
05/01/2005 - 06/01/2005;
06/01/2005 - 07/01/2005;
07/01/2005 - 08/01/2005;
08/01/2005 - 09/01/2005;
09/01/2005 - 10/01/2005;
11/01/2005 - 12/01/2005;
12/01/2005 - 01/01/2006;
01/01/2006 - 02/01/2006;
02/01/2006 - 03/01/2006;
03/01/2006 - 04/01/2006;
04/01/2006 - 05/01/2006;
05/01/2006 - 06/01/2006;
06/01/2006 - 07/01/2006;
07/01/2006 - 08/01/2006;
08/01/2006 - 09/01/2006;
09/01/2006 - 10/01/2006;
10/01/2006 - 11/01/2006;
11/01/2006 - 12/01/2006;

her soulmates``

pat ; anqi ; jenn ; qiao ; fabby ; dean ; luan ; huijuin ; fangyi ; hongxiang ; jacq ; liyin ; shan ; bryan ; jeannie ; eunice ; weijie ; jingjie ; jeremy ; pearly ; dawn ; qichao ; zhiting ; 06S46 ;

credits``

layout ; j-wen
image ; I
brushes ; various sources